Its about 2 years aku grad dr uni....never been called by govt utk exam or interview, at least almost all my friends had been called up for exam even once. aku rasa mcm terasing sb aku pun usaha yg terbaik...tiap 3 bln skali x jemu2 apply SPA....its been 2 YEARS.. I'm waiting...but no answer....and start being skeptical about life and god. everything is negative...rasa mcm rugi aku smbung blajar smpai peringkat bachelor degree...if i know..this is how my life will be i wont further my study and i should start work and work earning money. setiap hari mengeluh mgenang nasib..rasa dianak tiri di negara sndiri. betapa kuatnya sokong kerajaan tp sayang kerajaan xpernah nmpk sokongan aku ni...smpai satu tahap aku dh pasif sgt...malas nk ambk tau hal negara..nk jd apa jd la..aku dh xpduli...nasib sndiri pun x da sapa nk hirau, apatah lg nk hirau negara sndiri yg lgsung xpnh nk bg peluang pd aku.
TAPI hari ni, Allah Maha Adil...harapan aku x sia2. Allah dh buka peluang untuk aku...and now i have to stand with my own. Insyallah aku akn bt yg terbaik. "Let me be someone to society" hope tagline aku tu jd pembakar semangat utk berkhidmat. Doa yg terbaik utk aku. Wish me good luck =) . Wonder what i'm saying? hahaha~ need full detail? just let me know... ^^
good2...mcm ni la...jgn putus asa n sabar menanti...hehehe
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