From inside of me

org tu dh tamat perbarisan, bagus la I wish you good luck in your life. smart sgt pakai bju perbarisan tu but smart lg jo in sung aku tu. who i am to be adore him, just a friend. xtgk pun perbarisan pkul 7.30 td, because i'm doing my own thing which i really need it! --> get enough rest and sleep! bt pa tgk...rasa sebu klu tgk even dia best friend aku. susah btul nk fix hati n perasaan ni. cukup2 la rin kaien xusah nk fikir bnda yg mustahil.

mood kinda swing maybe because aku xbrapa nk sihat arini (bkn xbrp tp mmg x sihat)...so everything is passive, layan anime je. i wish i could get a better life. Monday is coming and I'm suffering again...day by day...enough for me I guess. tahun baru mcm nothing happening je but i hope at least have a few changes in my life at least....

apa azam tahun ni? tu soalan yg diaorg tnya aku...
azam aku? well yeah each year i have my aim tp terpulang nk dpt accomplish in a year...depend on situation and willingness. wait n see either my aim can be accomplish or not. telling you about what exactly my aim is hmm i dont think so...it's just a simple aim. there is firework outside my house..i wonder what occassion it is? hanabi o hanabi (means firework in Japanese) ~. out of the blue suddenly.

sore throat~ dugaan xdpt nk minum air sejuk yg mngoda aku dlm peti sejuk tu! hmm sore throat sb batuk teruk sgt. acctly klmarin wktu kerja i almost cried due to a lot of stress and burden at the same time (on one my friend noticed about it) and he asked 'hey are you wanna cry?' but i'm totally ignored him, and with bleeding nose i tried finished all my work tp xabis2...sb org asyk tmbh tmbh tmbh kerja last minit, and lastly diaorg balik senang lenang n aku masih terkulat2 bt kerja. what a 'great'! fuck off those peeps! i'm not amused with your jokes or bribes!

-now enjoying fireworks from my window, so beautiful-
and now my scalp is bleeds. -sigh-
please be nice to me 2012! please~