This is my own judgement...got nothing to say

I don't have mood when things don't goes well according on my plan. Just checked with vacancies in the website...I know I don't have any luck whenever I apply it thru' website..chance is just 1 from 100%, will luck on my side? will god help me to achieve it? will they choose me? will they call and arrange an interview later? will I get the job? will they review my resume? all questions is beyond from my knowledge. should i be pessimists? should i be optimists? thinking all those questions fade my smile, ruined my mood...i can't just ignore all these...to be care and free without any future plan..I don't even dare to think about it...It's getting harder these days..look on other's luck makes me anxious...damn!