Osu!!

Yosh! I'm here in the early morning -it's 2.22 am now!- haven't sleep yet as I have to wait another 1 hour..4 hours left. I'm downloading new episode of K. Gosh I'm so sleepy now and hungry too~ So what should I talk about..hurm~ actually there's some issues I would love to talk but I'm not sure whether it's appropriate to discuss it...well not a big issue just a random things happened to me lately.  Oh come on! again! so damn hungry but I will never go to kitchen at this time >.>" I don't want to see that 'thing' again at this time. 残念な my stomach is growling like hell right now. Urgh please~ any chocolate around? -search some foods in my room- Geez! No foods at all. Ok I should stop talking about it, I'm so disappointed right now. Next topic please~

Wonder why I post in English? It is because I would like to enhance my English usage. Haha sounds silly but yeah I'm not good in English as you can see there's a lot of grammar mistakes. Just bear it ok, I'm not English  speaker but I love English anyway..it always my favourite subject in school. So I'm striving right now..to be a good speaker! Haha 頑張って!

Ok let's talk about work. I was so damn pissed off today...well hell yeah I'm almost forgot how to be mean again. -Slaps my face- I wonder why these people are so ignorant? Don't they feel ashamed? I was helped one of hurm..how should I describe the term..a friend? a foe? someone I know? a co-worker? Ok let's decide she is someone I know. I was helped her..this is the situation happened.
She: Hey wait! Can you tell me when the container is going to out from our place?
Me: Hah? What are you talking about? There's no such shipment today, it was postponed to next week.
She: Oh really? Thank goodness! But he -her boss- told me that the container will go out tonight! Tch he lie!
Me: Don't worry, you can relax a bit..there's no need to rush today. But keep it as secret. Don't tell anyone about this
She: Alright! thanks! I'll not let anyone know about this especially my boss -walks away happily-
Me: Yeah no problem -smiles..glad that I help her-

----About 2 hours later----her boss complaint that I has told her that the shipment was postponed as he planned to make sure all the goods must be ready by today and she protested and said the shipment was postponed and why she must finish her work by today and she told that I'm the one who told it to her. WOW SO DAMN SHIT! I hope her rotten mouth will full with worms! So I'm not going to play nice anymore after this! If there's no law in this world...I wish I can kill her at that time, and I think I will kills so many people around..mass murder was done by me!! but that's only happen if NO LAW in this world. Since our world have laws and everyone protected by laws..haha what should I do? Just curses her from afar..that's all I can do.  I hear a rumours..that I'm so damn arrogant. Do I care?? Not really, it's up to you to say..it's your right and I don't give a damn! It just not my type to act friendly with everyone there. I'm introvert anyway..so if they don't like me..get lost. There's no benefit for me to be friendly because at the end...I'm the only one who suffers from their stupidity!

I guess this job is not right for me, so I was looking some suitable jobs but seems there's no hope for me...what's wrong with me? It's so hard to get my dream job..yeah it's because my stupidity as was mentioned by my nephew that I'm not good in maths so that's why I failed on the examination (Custom Officer examination). It was like like a huge boom dropped on my head. Yeah so what? I'm not going to die even though I'm not good in maths. Well...it does effected my result. What ever~. My mom told me that government is going to recruit about 1000 inspector police..so she asked me to apply it too..Ok I'll apply it...luck is not always on my side... I became more pessimist now, so many failure happened...I've already forgot how to be optimist. -Headache-
No dream job, No boyfriend, No life, No money, No luck, No no no no and no etc..(I'm not really going to tell you all) Talking about all these things make me stress. So I should stop talking about work now.

26 turns to 27..-Sighs- I should go now. Done with download. Good morning!