gloomy

i'm not feeling ok today.
does anyone know?
does anyone care?
anyone have their own things to do.
i'm just feel alone..my dearest cat is the best...they bright up my day.
i didnt blame any for their ignorant attitude..
i just feel luck was not in my side.
why does i feel like that?
there a few reason..why??!
hmm...no expression from my face..plain face, plain feeling, plain..everything plain.
i dont feel to do anything...just wanna stay and look at nothing to look.